You are not alone I am in the same boat. My ex is my best friend and is now married with two children. I try everyday to find the strength to let him go and never seem to find it. :-(
"Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies." -Aristotle
You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly. - Sam Keen
THE FIRST TIME
Author: Anonymous
The first time I gazed into your alluring eyes,
I was absorbed; swallowed by their unseen depth.
The first time I heard your vibrant voice,
I was mesmerized; entranced by each timbre that passes your lips.
The first time I entwined my fingers in yours,
I was fascinated; amazed by each strong yet achingly tender caress.
The first time I engaged you in playful flirtation,
I smiled inwardly; smitten by your boyish charm.
The first time I allowed you into my world,
I swallowed nervously; startled by the depth of my love for you.
The ...
"There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved." --George Sand