Sonja

Sonja

  • About Me: To express love comes in many shapes and forms, my way is through the simple act of poetry
  • Location: sitting on a beach watching the stars
  • Interests: i love reading, expressing my feelings through poems, i like anything a normal teenager would want to do.
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  • Without you I'm lost, without you I can't think. I might like other people from time to time, but that's when I feel I need a safety net, when I'm ready to give up. Though in the end you're the one constant, the one person that I'd live my life for, my everything. Can't you see I'd do anything to make you happy, I'm here, waiting. I'd promise forever, but only if you tell me what you want. If you need me like I need you.

  • Maybe it took me this long to realize, that through all this shit...through all this pain, even through the hardest time when I thought i was breaking, we are meant to be. I know that we still have a long way to go, but we'll get there, we just have to.

  • Why fight for someone whos never fought for you?

  • Can't we try? Even when you're scared, you know I'm here, I thought that what we had was special, but if you keep living in fear it'll all be gone in a second.

  • If you didn't want to be with me, tell me, stop stringing me along and giving me the wrong signals. If not worrying about me means that you can be happy, then I know that it's time to finally let you go...

  • When is love just not enough? When you've been broken 3 times and you know that no matter who you're with, they will never have you fully.

  • It's always been true to me that love is always around....never there when you want it most, never there when you aren't looking, but it's always there and you just have to listen.

  • Right when you think you can have everything you've ever dreamed of, something comes up and takes that thing you need most...your courage, and fear overwhelms you, and you know you've finally lost.

  • When it comes down to it, when your given the choice to try...do we?

  • To many things can happen in 4 days....feeling like you're at the top of the world...and falling the next.

  • You know that first feeling of falling in love?
    Ever feel like your heart is going to explode?
    Can you ever know if you look at someone for long enough they will look back?
    Experiencing all of these things with that person feels like everything for the first time...and it hurts when you know it ended when it only just started...

  • To know that you've made a mistake even when nothings started pains me. When you know that you have the inability to stay in a stable relationship what do you tell them? Lost in a sea of empty feeling when all i want is to return to their loving embrace with a clean slate.

  • Is it possible to love someone so far away you know it's not possible to reach them. That pain rocks me to sleep at night, through the tears I shed leaving on a pool in my wake. What do I do when left alone to cope with myself...how will I ever be good enough for them to love me the way I love them?

  • There are times when you reach out to the one you've regretted over so many days and nights and when you finally realize what they are to you, you get burned and fall intangible to the rest of the world.

  • I love everything about you, the way you are the way you always will be but the signs keep telling me things that I don't understand. You give me the signs and I reciprocate, but in the end we are right back where we started.

  • When you need love the most it never shows, when you never expect it love finds you. Why is that?

  • When I start to day dream I go to a field with a tree, I'm sitting under it with the one person that I just can't stop thinking about. I'm so lost, I know they'll never like me but I'm hopelessly falling for them.

  • Dream after dream it starts driving me to insanity

  • Waking up and remembering that everything you said was all a dream just makes my heart die a little inside.

  • I'm in love but the person will never see my true feelings even though its right in front of them <3

  • Sonja favorited a post by Sonja on May 17, 2010.
  • Every night I empty my heart, but by morning it's full again
    Slow droplets of you sleep in through the night's soft caress
    At dawn I overflow with thoughts of us
    An aching pleasure that gives me no respite
    Love cannot be contained
    The neat packaging of desire splits asunder
    Spilling crimson through my days
    Long, languishing days that are now bruised tender with yearning
    Spent searching for a fingerprint, a scent, a breath you left behind.
    -Shamim Sarif

  • Sonja favorited a photo by Lynn hummer on Apr 25, 2010.
  • Regret, something you can never chage, you can never forget; the pain never stop s hurting. You think back about all the fun times you had together and your happy that it happened but sad to see it go.

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