Tonight my military fiancee and I broke up. There are no words to describe this amount of pain. I feel lost and alone and I can't breathe. I just wasted a huge part of my life on a man that doesn't love me. All I want to do i go to sleep and wake up like it never happened but I can still smell him all over my sheets. I wish I were dead...(emotionally- I would never actually kill myself) Sorry to burden you all but I couldn't sleep and I didn't want to feel ...