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for the longest time after we broke up i wanted you to love me, i wanted us again, but you took how i felt about you and played it against me. now its the complete other way around, except i wont play your feelings for me against you. ill do something worse. the thing ive been doing the past year, nothing. almost a year ago i made the decision that i want nothing to do with you, i dont want you to be a part of my life. well, i still feel the same way. i want you out of my life forever and i will stick to it. ive probably felt this way wayy longer but i thought i loved you, so i didnt see it. i dont love you, but i dont hate you. i feel something much worse than hate for you. indifference. i believe that indifference is the opposite of love, not hate. hate is still a feeling and its powerful, whereas indifference is nothing. since ive banished you from my life ive felt better, ive had more fun, ive not been crying. ive been me and i definately intend on keeping it this way. now, its your turn to cry and feel like you're nothing, worthless, not good enough. because the trust is you are nothing, worthless, and not good enough. espically not for me. im too good a person and i deserve way better. although its been almost a year since ive kicked you out of my life, go ahead and have fun with the tattoo of my initials that you got yesterday. go a head and name the daughter someone may choose to have with you Tiffani Nicole. i want you to do that, so you have a constant reminder of what you'll never have back and the greatest thing you lost. so, in all im posting this not to say i love you, but rather to say i love ME (you know, like you didnt. remember?) and that ill never allow you to again.
[[me in front, some friends in back, 2 blonde girls we dont know but who are obviously cool to the left. lol.]]